[apparently to a member of her family] interalia noting her attendance at "one or two boring diplomatic dinners, including one at the Austrian embassy where I found myself sitting next to Anton Rupert, who commiserated with me on the loss of Piet. I put him right on that one. Of course, being in the tobacco business he knew the brothers Suzman, Barney and Piet, quite well. He then said to me "You must be very pleased, Mrs. Suzman, that we are now on the right road" and I gave him one of my nastiest looks and said "You've got an awfully long way to travel on that road before you'll get any praise from me, Mr. Rupert." à Have been very busy preparing the speech for Crossroads à let me tell you, it is much more difficult to try and prepare a 15 minute speech than a half-hour speech à I had a dramatic moment when I produced a rubber bullet which Max had sent down to me to show Parliament what the damned things looked like, ".